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by Old Poetry

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1.
I saw a statue wrapped in vines and I couldn't help But think of how the world is black and white And how you colored it with precious little colors of your eyes And of your smile and of your hair Throw that bandana on and remind me the reason I am here Oh love, please tell me how I'm precious: how I'm quick to melt your heart And how your chest is feeling empty because you wish we had never parted And tell the angels who are hiding to come back to where they were Because I can't shake these fucking nightmares, and I've no other place to turn I saw your hands grab at my own and I couldn't help but wake up screaming Choking on my thoughts, and wondering if my heart was still beating But the truth is I wouldn't mind turning into a ghost so I could perch up on those branches and watch through your window You're the love I couldn't save You're the cancer in my brain You're the lines I blow, the thickest smoke, and the pills I hate to take And I know you love my suffering: the pain that comes with each word I sing And the way my sorry mouth bleeds when I try to bite my tongue Oh, love please tell me how I'm precious How you want me even more this time around And we could make promises on your bedroom floor And we'll think of baby names, we'll head up north for summer days And at night we'll sit by fire pits and you'll look at me The same way you did when we were younger When the world was green and red And all I needed was your smile and a place in your brother's bed Tell the angels who are hiding to come bring me my own wings Because tonight's the night I cleanse myself Tonight's the night that you are free I should've take my own advice and kept my head down I should've kept on moving through you like a ghost town But I remembered you in the summer getting undressed in that camper Before your day out on the river You were Montana There will always be things I will never know Come repair our wild northern hearts
2.
The River 04:23
We never found love, that demon found us Like I found the scent of your house in a carry-on But I carried on! My skin, it turned grey as we drove across Nebraska plains I thought about the past and I tried to let it pass But, darling, you were the air inside my chest And I thought about your house, the one your own father built: That tall white home; my place of rest And I thought about the lights, Oh those charming Christmas lights! They were illuminating every little sparkle in your eyes! I thought about your brother's bed where I would rest my head And when my friends spoke of Hell, they asked what pain me the most, and I thought about a thousand things, but I only saw your ghost and that church basement that I met you in As we drove, I saw your name beside the Tetons; that gorgeous shining lake I saw your eyes out in Montana. Those stars left us amazed! I found your beauty in the rain when I saw it clear as day driving south on 89 through Wyoming and Utah You were the river. I felt the silence at the top of that mountain And it reminded me of your arms; that comfort that it brought Oh, the silence! What a beautiful quiet! Just say the word and I'll be on my way down to West Virginia I'll take the next train, then I'll cave in: I'll tell you how you left me with nothing, and how I'm just nothing without you But there's just some things you have to do on your own So I thought it best to just leave you alone But I changed my mind when I thought I saw you weeping, and stepped on the tail of a lion while he was sleeping And I was swallowed whole...
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We were scared But why should we have been afraid? It was the miracle we needed to put us back into our place: before the fire came... That blissful, hopeful state where we had what we needed It was nothing, Nothing at all But it kept us from the fall and our eyes Your eyes still shine And the snow covered the window until I couldn't see outside so I felt this home was my Grave But I made my way to yours because I felt it best to sleep where your heart is pure And all I saw were "One Way" signs. To think I ever meant the same to you as you do to me now To think you'd ever die for me? Well that drives me insane And I was scared But why should I have been afraid to see your belly stretch out like your open arms that Brought me here in the first place? And if my chest were to explode, all you would find is your bones, or a picture of my Home, roof-deep buried in snow Or maybe you'd find that empty hall that used to be filled with lovely songs, where we'd Dance to "I Want To Know Your Plans" I felt the river rise, and I felt your eyes: the way my skin would burn back when my teeth Were white Such a narrow turn Such a radiant light Such a pretty girl Watch her cheekbones shine And I saw the sign that changed my life: the one my father pointed out as he smiled Wide It made me go crazy Well I've got one match left... Let's see where this takes me... Now I'm westward-bound with an awkward mouth that shakes and chews all that it can I sleeplessly sleep my mind away, as you find you faith in other men Well now you're free But keep those open arms afloat because when your body sinks and your lungs can't Sing, I'll be there to throw the rope while all those other men will leave you cold like a Buttonless coat But don't you fret, my one and only I'll never leave you lonely Oh, if only you could say the same for me But I'm not worrying because I'll always love you I'll always love you

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released February 11, 2022

Produced by John Ferrara at Portrait Recording Studios
Mastered by Chris Badami at Portrait Recording Studios

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Dad emo from Montana and New Jersey. Thank you for listening.

art direction: Allison Grainer

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